cloud nine...

I want to live on cloud nine forever - this warm, fuzzy, happy feeling inside me; the reason why you're on this leval of happiness not leaving your head, the smile that is permantly on your face and when parents ask you, 'why so happy?' and all you can do is sigh...

mmmmmm.

But the thing is, i'm not 'in love' - well i don't think i am, it's quite confusing. But do you have to be in love to be cloud nine? hmm... i'll get back to you on that one...

Anyway, tonight has been the uplift i needed and hopefully i will be like this all the way through my mocks this week - give me strength :L

Rather tired,
peace out bloggers,
love and hugs - nikki xo

So Much Love.. (8)

you got so much love in you... you got so much love in you... i'm amazed that i'm talking to you... you look like the songs that i've heard my whole life coming true... (8) <3
- The Rocket Summer; So Much Love

Atm, that is my all time favourite song, because i've listened to it soo many times, and it hasn't got annoying or boring yet. I hate it when that happens, you listen to a song a million times then you hate it -__-

Anyway, I had a pleasent ride on Ellie this morning, with Lauren on Carrie. Hacking out in the freezing winds is always fun until you get off and realize you can't feel your fingers, lol.
I also liked the fact that I was at the front, and I didn't know where I was going - well I do know :)
Love Ellie pony soo much ^^

Rugby atm, with mon pere :] Ireland vs South Africa... IRELAAAAAAAND!! IRELAAAAAAND!!!!! love that athemn :L

Other than that, it's a tv filled day - oo watched Casanova, and frickin' hell Heath Bloomin' Ledger is GORGEOUS! :D quite like that film xD


Peace out Bloggers
love and hugs - nikki xo

La La La...

FFS! when will i stop daydreaming?! - and about 'him' is really starting to pee me off, like i swere i don't like 'him' and now i'm questioning my judgement. Ahh fml.

Anywhoo, physics mock today - fucked that up.

Bring on the weekend, that's all i'm saying.

FYI - I just daydreamed - ARGHH

peace out bloggers,
love and hugs - nikki xo

Oh My!

Haven't posted in a while, tbh I don't have the time! Oh how i like to busy atm xD

although i'll complain before and afterwards, I think keeping busy with useful things, stop me thinking about things that frankly i shouldn't think about.

Don't you just hate that? You start thinking about something or someone, then you realise - shit - i need to do.. etc. Then once's theit in you head, they won't get out - i think that's quite rude and STUPID tbh :/

I've also decided recently that I'm keeping more stuff to myself, it's not like i don't trust my friends or anything, i trust them with my life. It's just nice to know something that know one else knows but you - If i want to tell someone - like if i think they ought to know, then i'll tell them :D

And i hate when people complain about not telling them something, PRIVACY PEOPLE!!!

Anywhoo,
peace out loverss
-love and hugs -xo

Positivity.

Any negativity, i'm blocking out from now on, because i'm fed up of being down and regretting things, it's actually bullshit.

So, Parents can go fuck themself, and any other un-wanted negative people :)

GCSE's, bring 'em on!
College, I'm looking forward to :)

My future... LET'S GET CRACKIN'!!!!


smiles, love and hugs - nikki xo

TOMORROW!!

Yes, it's my birthday tomorrow, and i am a tad on the excited side!!

Had my party today, was brilliant.

Lizzi, Evie, Jess, Carolynn, Amy, Devon and Emma came round for singstar and pizzaaaaa, which was a right old laugh.
And the amount of videos of bad singing that are going on youtube is horrible :L

well, i am very very very tired and has quite a sore throat :L

peace out bloggers
love and hugs - nikki xo

Three Days..

Well, I haven't posted in a while, and I apologise :P

Since last time i've had a 'disagreement' with a really close friend, but what i like most is that it all got resolved with some simple words and some homemade soup :) mmm soup...

I would like to inform you all, that it is 3 days 'til my sixteenth!! And I am soo excited; having a small party with some friends on sunday :D should be funn xD

That's all for now, Tired and I want to sleep xD

Peace Out Bloggers
love and hugs - nikki xo

Bloody English Weather!

I hate rain! I had so much planned today, but now it's all been ruined by stupid rain!!!!!

Not happy atm,

Peace Out Bloggers!
love and hugs - nikki xo