some times i feel like throwing my hands up in the air..

baby you've got the love... (8)

ahhh, fml.



Had a good day with Jessss, in Worthing. Mmm big H&M, new jumper and skirt :) nothing like shopping to 'get over someone' pfffft.

rain rain go away and all that shit...


some things are all just la da daa...

didn't see that coming.

things change.
that's life.



but what happens if the change isn't for good?

Christmas Eve.

Nope, not filled with christmas joy, frankly i couldn't give a shit about christmas...

I think once the idea of Santa has gone, everything else wanders off aswell. But what hey, got the family coming round and i'm probably going to enjoy myself, but atm it doesn't feel like it :L

I'm 16 now, and i think that is the age where the excitment of christmas goes. :)

Went round felix's today, for a bit of painting :) well i was painting the wall - he painted me.. bitch. :L

So now i am sitting here with paint in my hair and wandering what to do with all the posters i just took off the wall.. hmmm room looks so shit without them.

Peace out bloggers,
merry christmas? dont make me laugh.
nikki - xo

Christmas Eve Eve.

Avatar - the most amazing film ever.

I do not feel christmassy at all. And I do not like it. >.<

Seeing felix tomorrow, decorating (Y) i like paint :)
- i have a feeling i'm gonna get it in my hair :/ but oh well :L

that's it.

oh. a certain person is annoying me, keeps bringing something up like they mean it. And tbh, it's quite hard to block out :/

peace out bloggers
nikki - xo

Olympia 09

Twas amazing :) avec lizzi :]

- trains are always fun.
-the guy with the see-through leotard/nice undies ;)
-the posh guy with the rocking horse :L:L

oh dear - no jokes just thinking of the rocking horse guy makes me laugh...


today; no riding. still 'injured' or i should be. But i'm in no pain, unless you poke one of my many bruises :L

well, that is it. I cannot belive how much i am missing XFac :/ olly olly olly, how i love thee :) <3


peace out bloggers
nikki - xo

Snap! was that me?

yes, i nearly broke a bone.

Horse riding of course, did a lovely jump over a small jump with oscar who got a tad bit excited after it and cantered off towards the fence. Next thing i know, i'm on the floor after being chucked towards the fence. Now because i'm stupid, i tried to grab the fence, catching my arm in the process, here is the result of the snap. I heard it. My instructor heard it. Following the snap, was a lot of pain and tears - i never cry when falling off - this hurt A LOT.

Embaressing situation; my dad came running into the school, lol. Walked into the office, got checked over by my instructor; nothing broken. THANK GOD.

But i am in a lot of pain; very stiff and covered in bruises in weird places.

So, this weekend. I went ice skating with Amy in London then I went to a EPIC party where i got smashed out of my face, then i went riding and nearly broke my collarbone. AND THEN to top off a very eventful sunday; JOE WON THE X FACTOR - fuuuuuck off; Olly is the true winner!!

But atm, I am cuddled up in bed, with my lovely felix, some nice soup and random shit on iPlayer (Y)

Parents evening tomorrow; kill me now?

peace out - nikki xo

1,2,3,4...

one, two, three, four, tell me that you love me more... (8)


la la la la..

annoyed and happy at the same time, at the same person...

that was totally inappropriate!!

Some people can be SO out of order and it is actually driving me crazy, like ffs. People should understand that there boundaries, which some people like to keep!!!!

ARGHHH

i'm sooo annoyed atm.
and i am such a slut -_-

fml.


speak soon.
love and hugs - nikki xo

it's gone :\

good mood has gone.


fml.



AHHH!

WetWetWet.

FUCKING RAIN!!

walked home, with hannah and beth, but once they had gone, it was me and my good ole iPod xD until... THIS STUPID ARSE TRUCK DRIVER DROVE THROUGH A MASSIVE PUDDLE AND DROWNED ME.. - MEN!!!

anywhoo, i had a pretty fabby weekend tbh, and i've been in an overally good mood today - which is weird... :L

olly is in the final of xfac, so happy :)

Ice Skating with Amyyyy on sat - so excitedd


love and hugs - nikki xo

and i don't want to fall at your feet... (8)

new song :) the crowded house, i think it's by. Tis quite nice :)

Well, i have a shit group lesson on oscar but a nice private :) I cannot control a hyperactive horse with 6 other horses in the way -_-

Went to town avec Carolynn to buy a certain friends pressie ^^ also had a good gossip over a lovely Vanilla Latte - mmm thinking about it makes me want one now...

That's all for now.

Olly to stay in xfac PLEAASE :D

peace out blogger
love and hugs - nikki xo

GET IN THERE

I cooked.

Nothing is burned.

Smoke alarm silent.

SUCESS!!!!

Paranormal Activty.

Well, even though it made me jump. And i was scared to be alone at home last night, until felix came round. It was actually a good film and i even forgive hannah for nearly braking my hand! Bless her cotton socks.

Also walking home in the dark was a tad on the scary side, lol.

Felix came round at about 11pm, as i was quite scared and didn't want to go upstairs with the fear that a demon was going to come out of the loft whislt i was peeing or something.. sounds ridiculous now.. ahaa

Anywhoo, felix slept round.... and well all you need to know is that i had a very enjoyable evening.

This morning, I rode ellie, who i have to say looked adorable today. Felix. On a horse. Is the funniest site i have seen in a LONG while...
ahaa, you never have a camera when you need one :/

Watching lilo and stitch 1 & 2 with my lovely (in pain) boyfriendd - i actually can't stop laughing LOL

Well, a night full of good tv to watch tonight- and parents still not home (Y)

Peace out bloggers
love and hugs - nikki xo

Whatta change..

So being on cloud nine definatly leads to this mysterious thing called love.

Felix Crafer; Boyfriend.Best Friend <3
atm, i couldn't ask for more.

But yes, what a change.

Exams are over, christmas is coming and i cannot wait!

ooo yeahhh xD

peace out bloggers
love and hugs - nikki xo